Choking!

I had a good friend stay over on Saturday night! She came to help me with some sewing projects and to see if my sewing machine actually worked!! I think it does, we never actually got far enough to make anything!!

There was shopping involved, we bought fabric at an extortionate price and some bits and pieces for the machine. Miss searched for patterns to make bloomers! By the time we actually got round to making anything it was late and apparently I deserved a spanking!!

So on to the bed, laying over a couple of cushions, my ass in the air and I was given a beating!! A warm yummy, stingy beating. Every now and then I remember being asked a number to rate the pain! Anyway, after the beating I was quite floaty and very happy! I was wrapped up in a blanket to keep me warm and I was cuddled!! I was a happy masochist! And then the nipple clamps came out!! I think I asked for them! Now you have to remember that I am on hormones for my transition and these are making my boobs grow! I call them my magic boob candy! Anyway, one of the side effects of these is that they make the nipples really really tender and sensitive!!

So, tender means pain and the sensitivity meant arousal!! Yup, that's right!! He woke up!! He is my penis, for those that don't know!! He is part of me and I have to put up with his unruly behaviour! But it is not often I get such a response from this sort of play!

Play ensued (and I'm not talking about sex or blow-jobs) and despite most of the arousal driven by "him" I didn't lose my sense of femininity! I don't even think I got to shoot a load to be satisfied! Since my transition got serious I was scared that any play with a women would make me lose my female identity, even briefly. Does that make sense? I hope so! I think I made Miss happy without needing to play the man and "hide the sausage"!! And she made me happy too without needing to resort to "riding the disco stick"!!

Also something else happened that I found interesting!! During the session (I really need to find a better word, play sounds childish and session sounds like a business transaction) quite a few times pressure was placed on my throat, almost choking me. This isn't something I've ever done before but I have to say I didn't totally disprove of it!! It's not something I would ask for or seek from a partner but I certainly wouldn't call a time out! Depending on the severity of the thing!

Another thing. I may have orgasmed without shooting a load. I can't be sure but I certainly felt something that resembled the tension and the wave of euphoria of an orgasm!!